okays. i know there're webs at the edges of my blog, there're skulls lying at the corners. and now i'm here trying to clean up these evidences of leaving my blog behind. (:

yes, i know that i've been disappearing since my internship with RP ended. it's not because i'm attached and thus leaving all these aside. and to those who are really interested to know the reasons for my disappearance, there you go:

1) RP work drives me crazy. I realised it's difficult to be a clown, juggling the balls around. I can't seem to balance my studies and my work well. maybe that's the reason why i decided to stop my RP work for awhile (till my exams end). i know it may sound like i'm very irresponsible, but you can never be able to imagine how much i sacrificed my time to work at night and during the weekends. just one word to describe - TIRED and period!

2) studies - the deadline for reports, term paper and projects is an issue as well. it is an issue to me particularly for this semester since i've decided to work extremely hard to try to get into the honours year. i hope i can you see! at least a 2nd lower. (:

i'm trying my best to accomodate my free time to my friends also, like a dinner date out with them or shopping. (:

and recently i'm so addicted to online shopping. i will log on to the websites and look for updates like almost everyday. this is bad. HAHA. but this is a way to keep me from going crazy! (:

it's week 11 now, 2 more weeks and semester 1 will end. It also means that exams are around the corner. SIGH.

okays. here are some things which i'm going to do, probably after my exams:

1) movies - a lot like love (since i saw from the critics serene commented in her blog). OKAYS, i know it is an old movie! i wanna watch can?! (: 2nd movie is mama mia!!! (: wanted to watch it so badly lar! all the abba songs! WHEE!

2) shopping - i've a stack of vouchers worth 150 bucks on all captialand malls. i need to spend it before they expire! haha. that makes me ponder if i should buy the nike watch! HMM. yes, no, no, yes!

3) exercise - i need to swim, i need to run (since i bought my adidas singlet but haven't got a chance to wear it for my run! ) oh mans, can you beleive that victoria and I signed up for yoga sessions (10 sessions @ 40 bucks) for this semester, but we only went for the 1st 4 sessions! alright people, let me explain... you see, the session starts at 8pm and ends at 9pm every monday! and the next day we have a lecture at 8am! HAHA. bad timing! oh well, excuses! but it's common to attribute the negative things to envt factors and success to yourself uh?

4) catch up with my friends! in case they start to scold me uh! HAHA. so people, please tell me when you wanna meet and etc, so that i can arrange! probably after my exams yah, which is after 4th dec! HAHA.

okays, i hope to blog more often, now that tuitions called it an end already! (:

but meanwhile, i need to study. (: study hard! ((: