okays, it's gonna be a uber duper long entry. (:

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end of my internship, it has been a great and fruitful 3 months. i've mentioned many times in my previous entries, so i'm not going to repeat again. but yup. they treated me to fish&co on tuesday, and i thought that was the end of their gift for me, but no... they bought me a nike bag! and a card with all the well wishes from the entire OHR team! bahh! okays! i shall not be that sad and sentimental, since i'm still in OHR team, as an Admin Associate! haha! (:

oh! then it was dinner with my nus psych sweets! (: eh! my first outing with nus mates okays! (: and it was a great catch up! we took turns to tell one another our exciting stories! and serene!!! we all gave him thumbs up! go ahead okays! (: HAHAHA. dun play hard to get anymore! tell him how you feel and etc.. and maybe things will be better eh! (:

yup.. then went for rochor tau hauy with another group of friends. HMM. sigh. things are awkward. but it was nice to receive the blessings, although i knew he doesn't feel good. ahh. but it's all too late. ): i don't want to look behind already. it's tiring... i might not be able to bear through the roller coaster rides - the replies and the ignorance! leepin.. just be evil this time round yah! just move on. (:

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so he gave me the ndp tickets... and i gave it to mum and auntie because i know mummy wants it desperately... haha.. thank goodness guimei has a pair of tickets too, so i went with her.. and it's fun lar! hahaha. you know the sing-along to the national day songs and the use of the stuff in the fun pack! HAHA. like some small kid lar! the fireworks, the black knights and the parade! WOAH! (:

yesh, then it was timbre! oh man! goodfellas had a revamp to their style! HAHA. i prefer the old way actually! (: yuppp.. and we saw some other friends.. and he was inside.. AIYOH. see! God is really playing with me mans.. when i wanted to see him so badly last time... things would definitely not work out! now that it's over... he would make the effort to pass me the tickets and even saw him at timbre! BAHHH!

SIGH. tell me what to do! he finally told me his feelings... but it's all so late. AIYAH. i hate this feeling, i really hate it. ):