i supposed many a times people just don't know how to cherish what's around them. and when they really lost it already, it's difficult to retrieve it back.

i think he's really lost me. and it appears very weird to continue the sms thread like we used to do it. definitely there could still be a friendship between us, but my extreme care and concern have diminished and never shown it out anymore. (:

i need time to get used of this lar, and not feel bad about myself. (:

but it's good to just let go of this entire burden and move forward. it's nice to have what i'm feeling now. and i hope it can last. my mum's happy with this as well. HAHA. let's see how things work out then.

i take a day's leave to rest at home. my cramp is killing me. SIGH.