sometimes you just feel that you could subconsciously get attached to something which you initially had the negative impressions.

for the past 1 year, many of my friends know the extent of my attachment to my open unit. the reasons why i didn't attend so many of their organised events were partly due to the fact that i don't want to be so involved in it. i've decided long ago that i won't run any posts for nusnpcc and i held on to my decision even till now. (: i'm sorry to disappoint some of you when you guys need someone to fill up the functions officer post. i have my reasons for insisting on.

and some of them asked the reason for my attendance for this agm then. i mean, i think this is the last time i could see some of them, especially those real nice people. (: and i told myself, i would cancel my tuitions just to come for the agm, not to run for any posts but come to just see them and feel their presence.

it does get emotional towards the end of agm, when you see seniors leaving and a new batch of people comes into the picture. it got reminded me of my area agm; seeing my batch people leave and the new batch of people(whom can work well together) coming in to take over us. i told myself this - when i go around thanking the nusnpcc people for the friendship and the working experience with them, i will not cry. BUT, miss leepin is a very emotional person, for small things like these make her cry. (:

i do miss these people: anqi, yanbo, weibin and junyi. i mean, weibin is really the HO who inspired me to continue my HO-ship. and i did learned some stuff from him. (:
SIGH. and anqi and yanbo are the people who make me feel so much at home in nusnpcc. without them, i don't think i would survive in nusnpcc, let alone it making an impact in my life. though the time spent with them is so little, i'm grateful for what they have done for me...

1) finding jobs together at intl plaza
2) gave me a heat pack to cease my monthly cramps and a dear birthday card
3) giving me some wrong opinions about smth (:
4) mugging hard with me during my year 1 sem 2
5) making me laughed so hard when he nearly fell into the sea (hahaha. i'm still laughing somehow)

though i didn't go for many functions events, which i believed could really boost our friendship, i'm really happy to have you guys to make an impact in my life. (:

i'm unsure when i will be seeing you guys again, maybe have the chances of bumping you all in school, but i just want to let you know that you guys did somehow created the smiles in me. (: THANKS sweets.

and for anqi and yanbo, we will still see one another till maybe may uh? (:




and while talking to yongni in msn now, i have my misses for area as well. i should really be proud to say area 14 makes me grow and mature, and makes me feel appreciative for many friendships. i really can't bear to leave area 14, but when the passion really dies off, it is still better to take a step back and let the new people lead and bring area 14 to greater heights.

my dear area 14 SG, can i still come back for atc? hahaha. (:

SIGH, uh! this post is so emo eh! hahaha. i've stopped all my nusnpcc commitments, unit matters more or less i've passed on too. it's left with area events now. maybe after atc uh! (:

okays pingping, cheer up! (:

the friendships will always be there. YESH.