i've disappeared for 4 days. didn't tell my friends about the camp which i went. and i scared my friends off when they tried to contact me but to no avail and seeing my offline status in msn for 4 consecutive days. (: to these friends of mine who worried for me, thanks! i'm perfectly fine! (:

it's a good experience having my virgin try for commercial camps. its definitely different from NPCC camps. i was talking to my mum about it and i felt like a hermit crab. AHAHAHA. mummy said i'm finally out of my shell; seeing a different thing and learning something new.

new friends, new environment, new experience and new way of leading style. (: the kids are interesting. somehow, it reminded me of my sec life. being an IJ girl, whining away and trying to rebel. (: i miss my IJ life when i saw the sjc girls.

it's like a reflection to me for the past 3 days. and believe me, it makes me appreciate npcc even more. HAHAHA. the people whom i worked with these 4 years as a CI and HO, my dear area people. AHHH. *love love*

before i head for the camp, mummy told me to enjoy and come back knowing more new friends. it's a different bunch of friends i've made so far. there are CIs and experienced camp instructors who don't have the npcc background, and i seriously think they are really experienced enough to run the entire camp by themselves. they shared about their experience in running commercial camps and taking in the bits and pieces of it, i actually learned about the non-npcc way of leading a camp! (: hahaha. and its good to interact with them for the past 3 days, we had minimal sleep, yet not feeling tired the next day when activities were carried out. breakfast with them and getting bites from one of them. goodness, he can really bite mans. (: hahahaha.

its a fruitful experience overall lar. there are so many things i wanted to just blog down but i decided to just state the beautiful sides of it. flaws and the ugly sides of it i shall leave it uh, because maybe i'm judging this camp in my patriotic perspective.

and to my vic dearie, thanks a million mans! we've gotten all our modules at only 1 point this sem! and so sorry that i had to trouble you to help me bid for the modules while i'm away. thanks baby! (: